Struggles with sexuality

To say it’s been an interesting past few years would be an understatement. When I came out to my wife about my ABDL side, I thought that would be the most difficult conversation I would ever have with her. Fast forward a couple years, here I am with another major realization to share, “Honey, I think I’m bisexual…” Why is this change in sexuality surfacing now? This is disorienting and a lot to process. However, before I share these feelings with my wife, I need further self-reflection. Continue reading “Struggles with sexuality”

Unexpected Reminders

Even though I have made amazing strides towards accepting my ABDL-self the past few years, I still occasionally struggle with self-doubt. As such, I am grateful for reminders to accept myself and others for who they really are. Sometimes these reminders come out-of-the-blue. Continue reading “Unexpected Reminders”

How I Got My Nickname, BelovedRex

BelovedRex: What’s in a name?

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Mr. D helping with a diaper selection

Rex is not my given name but a nickname I go by in the kink and ABDL community. My username is BelovedRex. Once people learn Rex is a nickname, their next question is usually related to how I got said nickname.

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The Day the Music Died

The Day the Music Died

Authors Note: The following is a guest post from my wife, lets call her, KareBear. After reading the series I put together about My ABDL Journey, she wanted to write a post from her perspective after learning about my ABDL side.

I do not recall the words that were said the night my husband told me about his “little” side. I have no desire to try.

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My Personal ABDL Journey: Part 5 – Too many secrets

An expedition into my life as an ABDL

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The day Big Bear came home with me from Costco!

Welcome back! This is the final post in a five part series about my life as an ABDL. This series was inspired by some journal posts a good friend of mine shared with me. After reading them, I decided I should document my own personal journey as a lifelong ABDL.

If you haven’t already, you might want to head over to read my other posts in this series:

Continue reading “My Personal ABDL Journey: Part 5 – Too many secrets”

My Personal ABDL Journey: Part 4 – Bedwetting Returns

An expedition into my life as an ABDL

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The day Big Bear came home with me from Costco!

Welcome back! This series of write-ups was inspired by some journal posts a good friend of mine shared with me. After reading them, I decided I should document my own personal journey as a lifelong ABDL.

If you haven’t already, you might want to head over to read my other posts in this series:

Continue reading “My Personal ABDL Journey: Part 4 – Bedwetting Returns”

My Personal ABDL Journey: Part 3 – College life

 An expedition into my life as an ABDL

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The day Big Bear came home with me from Costco!

Welcome back! This series of write-ups was inspired by some journal posts a good friend of mine shared with me. After reading them, I decided I should document my own personal journey as a lifelong ABDL.

If you haven’t already, you might want to head over to read my other posts in this series:

Continue reading “My Personal ABDL Journey: Part 3 – College life”

My Personal ABDL Journey: Part 2 – The middle years

An expedition into my life as an ABDL

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The day Big Bear came home with me from Costco!

Welcome back! This series of write-ups was inspired by some journal posts a good friend of mine shared with me. After reading them, I decided I should document my own personal journey as a lifelong ABDL.

If you haven’t already, you might want to head over to read my first post in this series:

Continue reading “My Personal ABDL Journey: Part 2 – The middle years”

My Personal ABDL Journey: Part 1 – In the beginning

An expedition into my life as an ABDL

Introduction

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The day Big Bear came home with me from Costco!

This series of write-ups was inspired by some journal posts a good friend of mine shared with me. After reading them, I decided I should document my own personal journey as a lifelong ABDL.

I’ve shared parts of my story on some of my online profiles, but I’ve never put down the story of my journey all in one place. I don’t think I am going to hold anything back. Even though this description isn’t overly graphic or sexual in nature (I’ll save that for another article), some portions of this series might squick some people. Please proceed with caution. I am not sure how this will end up, but I guess I need to start somewhere so grab a juicebox and I’ll get started… Continue reading “My Personal ABDL Journey: Part 1 – In the beginning”