As I sit at Chicago Midway airport on this snowy Monday morning waiting for my flight home from Midwest FurFest (MFF) 2018, I thought I would put some thoughts together on this past weekend. It was a whirlwind, but I had so much fun and I was so glad I went. Continue reading “Midwest FurFest 2018, an interaction with the next generation”
My last blog post was over six months ago (holy crap where did the time go?). In that post I shared about my loss of sleep and the pool of stress I found myself swimming in because of my sexuality realization. I’d had enough. I tried to push through this and figure this out all on my own, but I had finally reached a point where I needed professional help. I needed help to work through all of this…confusion. Without going into too many details about my sexuality struggles, this post outlines how I went about finding some professional help through therapy.
In my finding my identity post, I talked about little space. For me, little space is that “ewwy gooey” state where time seems to slow way down and I am fully regressed into my babyboy state-of-mind. This doesn’t happen frequently, so when it does happen I try to enjoy it the best I can.
Sometimes it’s hard for me to get into little space. Other times it’s not. For example, my wife and some of my close little friends know that if you just tell me “good boy” or “be a good boy” in the right situation, I will instantly melt. Continue reading “Unexpected Little Triggers”
Even though I have made amazing strides towards accepting my ABDL-self the past few years, I still occasionally struggle with self-doubt. As such, I am grateful for reminders to accept myself and others for who they really are. Sometimes these reminders come out-of-the-blue. Continue reading “Unexpected Reminders”
How to grow a zoo – of stuffed animals
Always loved stuffed animals, but didn’t think you could have your own as an adult? We explain why we have stuffed animals and three steps we used to build our own stuffed animal zoo. Continue reading “How to grow a zoo – of stuffed animals”
5 Ways to Live Little Everyday
Most of my daily life these days is family and work related however, I have found some things I do nearly everyday to help me balance life with my little side.
Over the past year or so, I have been trying to deepen some of my ABDL friendships. As an introvert, I have a relatively small inner circle of friends. The past few months, I have really come to appreciate my ABDL friends more than ever!
I usually message with a couple of my ABDL friends a couple times per day. One day, I was texting with, DLDex. As we were texting, I realized that the Boston Red Sox were coming to town to play the World Champion Royals in a 3-game series. Knowing that Dex was also a baseball fan, I made a half-joking comment that we should make a friendly, diaper based, wager on the series. We ran with it.
First off, it takes quite a bit to get me mad or upset at someone. If I do get mad, I usually just move on and in a day or so, it’s forgotten. For the most part, I try to understand that people make mistakes and sometimes have bad days, I also try to give people the benefit of the doubt. I do so because I would hope others would extend me that same understanding when I have an off day. Maybe it was the fact that I was a little tired from being up early that day, but the other night I got so upset I physically left a conversation taking place at my own house. Topic? Furry fandom. Continue reading “The Burn of Stereotypes”